….my messed up sleep schedule.

It’s 3:32 am in the Eastern US, and I’m still awake. I hate it.

I have to make some big changes in 2022. I want my life back. I want my money times thousands back. I want to FEEL as though I deserve all the good things I want. I want control over my schedule-work for myself, and make enough money to live on.

Ruminating too much.

I can’t wait to get through all the health issues, accident fallout, domestic dysfunction, and work issues.

I can’t wait till COVID is finally contained and all of our lives can improve. We’re all over it. I can’t wait to see real happiness in myself and others. I’m sick of seeing people be sick.

I want to be able to do volunteer work whenever the fuck I want to. I want to be able to practice random acts of financial kindness whenever the fuck I want to.

I’m going to try and relax and fall asleep.