Ugh, I feel nauseous. Between the abdominal pain and the sinus headache pain, I just want to barf.

I got home about half an hour ago. I am going to go take a shower and run some hot water off my sore spots.

Thankfully I’m off tomorrow. Last night, well, this morning, around 3 o’clock the abdominal pain got so bad I thought I was going to have to go to the ER. But, the pain subsided and I got to sleep.

I’m also having some mental anguish over Mr. Could Have Been But Because He Was Too Big A Bonehead to Realize I Had My Own Fears (yeah, it’s a long nickname but, I won’t even say his his first name), has been stuck in my head. Yeah, I guess Michael is right, this guy is stuck in my heart too.

I deserved to be treated better but, I’m always giving people the benefit of the doubt and, therefore, perhaps too much credit. I just wish he hadn’t made me read between the lines; it wasn’t fair.

He’s stuck there, hanging in my psyche cause I know his birthday is coming up a day or two before St. Patrick’s Day. I’m not sure which day.

Going upstairs for a shower.