This is ongoing. I will be editing and re-editing this over time-long or short-I’m unsure. These images depict how I feel about not losing a relationship but, losing the potential for one. I guess, I’m really feeling this especially right now because yesterday I was going to see the person who embodied that potential. I’m sad and to those of you telling me, “Move on,” I’m grateful you are trying to help me but, please consider this: THIS IS me moving on. I’m an intellectual human who, contrary to the stereotype, feels things on an extremely deep level.
My emotional train blows out of the station and has to make all the cognitive stops to reflect and process what I am feeling. Sometimes it is a very long train ride; sometimes not so much.
The long rides are usually fueled by the mystery of what happened. This might turn out to be one of those rides.
This blog is not only about the recent loss of my potential relationship. It’s also about all of my lost relationships, the loves who left me and the ones in which I left. It’s also for everyone who has lost a love. 💔
I guess that I’m willing to share these images with others who have gone through the same pain means I am going forward and letting go.