It’s almost 5 am and I am still awake. I loathe it.
I want to design my own schedule. I want to get to bed by 11:30 pm every night and get up at 9:00 am every morning.
I don’t mind working according to someone’s schedule if the activity brings me joy. School brings me joy. Even those 7:00 am classes bring me joy. I also get joy knowing that very few of my classes have ever begun that early. The last one I had that early was, Anthropology of Religion. That was in 2006. God, I want to finish that degree.
I have a lot to do today. I have to go to Target for stuff I think I can only get there and I have student loan and other paperwork to do so, I don’t want to sleep late.
I think I’m going to try and take a, “nap.” It won’t be a nap, which really shouldn’t be much longer than an hour, be it won’t be a full night’s sleep.
Lordy, I have to figure this out. How to have my own schedule. Online job? Maybe. Online business? That’s part of the plan.
In addition, I need to keep writing, at least a little everyday.