I want to get to bed before 5 am. It’s 11:26 pm. I’m seriously worried about money shortages.

I’m so sick of this stress.

I had to move my surgery to a different hospital—one that’s non-profit, thus, it’s happening two weeks later, on May 30th.

I’m just trying to stay sane and focused and pray something joyful and miraculous happens.

I’ll try to get back here tomorrow to write another post.

I wish I had the money to just get into my car and head West.