There are so many things I want to say to the man who has just played games with me for going on FOUR YEARS.

Did he ever care? I kept thinking that a human employed in a healing profession would know he was being hurtful, right? He’d know to be self reflective and question his own missteps, right? One would think so but, nope. I’m the tangible wreckage to prove he doesn’t care.

I should have never moved back to Florida. I should have stayed in Oregon. I’ve experienced 80% heartache since 1999.